I want out.

Well I'm studying Art, Literature, Music and Product Design, only really confident in one subject, everything has just made me doubt meself even further- what are teachers for.
i want out not because of the material just the daunting future and personal issues that keep disturbing the work i need to do.

Finding it pretty hard making new friends in Sixth Form, and just being meself- it takes me a good 3 years to get comfortable around someone haha
It's half term at the moment which i'll spend recluse, neglecting work that will probably be done right at the last minute as per.

WELL this is deviantART, so let's talk about that
first art project in A-levels is 'Fear of the Unknown'
now seeing as we did some textiles beginning of the term to get started off, what i did then has no relevance to what i've decided to do so i have two sketch books; one major idea, the other with random pieces of work done

The abyss (not so important idea)
looking at sea creatures, this one i get to show more textile skills and experimentation with 3D work



Sexuality - major idea.

Focusing on bisexuality, 'in the closet', scared of judgements, relationships based on fantasy and based on intimacy and romance- just a bunch of different ideas at the moment for that. I'll put some pieces up for this one soon- 'Sink Toon' pieces are part of it, first time as a photographer using a phone haha


One teacher lieks what i'm doing, the new head of art doesn't, patronizing, egotistical midget. gah. anyway! this half term i'll be using oil paints for the first time! exciting, well, not really seeing as i failed big time using acrylics yesterday after a long time neglecting it. it's like drawing after a long time not- gotta get back into it



for product design- MEMPHIS. doing a ladder chair haha, 'nough said.